eyelash, scent of the pine, and rot

how happy is I?

ARRGH! NOT ANY MORE! EYELASH IN MY EYE!! GAH!

k, i'm back to happy now. Know why? course not, you fool, how could you? (hahah...soz) I have just borrowed out THE LORD OF THE RINGS SOUNDTRACK from the library. Man, Floreat library is so good.

i'm listening to buble at the moment (got him too), and he describes my current emotions

"birds flying high...you know how i feel
sun in the sky...you know how i feel
breeze drifting on by....you know how i feel.
it's a new day
boom
it's a new dawn
boom
it's a new life
for meeeeeeeeeeee....
and i'm feeling...GOOD.
*strip dancing music*

hahah...he's good.

ho hum. what am i going to do tonight? i got out Batman Begins. perhaps. perhaps.
how i do waste my pitiful little life.

and what is this anyway? this bloggie? another time waster. I seem programmed to sit back and contentedly watch the days slip past, without revelations, without growth.

I said to Dani, on the third...i don't feel any different. Sixteen ain't feel any different from fifteen. It's not like WOW, hey, sixteen man, this is a whole new perspective from yesterday.
I don't feel any older.
nope, life don't go by in steps.
it's just a slow decay.
comforting, eh?

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

Pippen: I didn’t think it would end this way…
Gandalf: End? No, the journey doesn’t end here… Death is just another path, one that we all must take… The grey rain curtain of this world rolls back and all turns to silver glass… and then you see it…
Pippen: What, Gandalf? See what?
Gandalf: White shores… And beyond… A far green country under a swift sunrise.
Pippen: Well, that isn’t so bad.
Gandalf: No… no it isn’t.